Seems like everyday I give birth to a new me that is more determined than the other to face all the things that can / could / would happen eventualy. Everyone of those me acts tough, brave, believing nothing can shake his determination but the truth is I'm just scared.
Maybe it's just being human to accept being so scared you actualy hear your heart pound in anguish.
I'll seize happiness he says, I'll be beside you in heaven or hell, I can withstand anything so go on face everything and don't back down. This heart of mine is probably the more honest part of me right now and I don't want to let him down. So I guess I'll have to accept this simple fact: It's okay to be afraid. It comes in the way of what you let that feeling crush and I won't let it crush anything. That's probably hypocritical of me to say but I'll try.
Live on.
Be happy.
Will do.